omg its 12th dec alr, and i've yet to look for a job. why is it so hard to look for one??? :(
im about to die, slacking at homeeeee doing nth. im so bored.
oh set up a booth at pomo ytd, and it wasnt that bad afterall.. gna set up more next time :) hehehe
Have been going out recently, and im spending too much. freaking broke now and this sucks.
so, went out with ethel today to look for job, and hopefully they'll call me back with good news. im so sick of staying at home doing nth. && we did smth really bad, im feeling damn guilty now, the guilt will srsly kill me someday :( I need to go for confession asap :'( god, forgive me please.
andddddd also, im so sick of getting played all the time. I fucking hate feeling like this. honestly hope this feeling will fade soon. till then, xx.
So for the past few days all i did was watch movies on funshion. this is not fun at all.
FD5 then monte carlo, then no strings attached then prom, then crazy stupid love then jennifer's body.
oh god. i need a life. BUT at least they're keeping me entertained. catching up on all the movies i've missed because of o's.
siansation. work starts tmr, im happy yet im not. I JUST NEED ENDLESS SUPPLY OF MONEY.
kkk need to stop dreaming.
im really bored la somebardi out there just save me please...................
Look who's back to blog.......
it has been one year plus since i last posted, looking back, i do miss the good ol' times :")
so, o's are over!!!! I rmb the last time i blogged, i was having n's. oh goodness, im ageing FAST.
starting work tmr, for four days at expo.. hmm gna experience selling products!! hehehe i hope i'll do fine, i need the commission, i need $$$$. i want to shop.
Well, i still cant believe o's are over actually, its too fast, way too fast!! And im out of STC already, will definitely miss this place, where i've nurtured over the years :'( Good times, Bad times will miss all of them. My friends, we've come a long way together, thru thick and thin. i just hope we still keep in touch. Oh, prom was over not long ago, and im missing it real badly, it was a good night, dancing with my friends etc :')
Honestly, i dont even know who im typing to, HAHA bet nobody reads this dead blog of mine. ahhhhhh im so sad. life hasnt been good to me. been thru the ups and downs alone, and this really sucks. I just long for someone to hold, someone to be there for me throughout. But i guess, i got to be patient, till then...... let's just say, im still doing fine.
xx
oh wait, i didnt mention that i met him, yes him. was really sad to see him again, i do miss the times i had with him :( sigh gotta move on.
