Never

2011-12-12T14:17:00.002+08:00

omg its 12th dec alr, and i've yet to look for a job. why is it so hard to look for one??? :(

im about to die, slacking at homeeeee doing nth. im so bored.

oh set up a booth at pomo ytd, and it wasnt that bad afterall.. gna set up more next time :) hehehe

2011-12-06T21:27:00.002+08:00

Have been going out recently, and im spending too much. freaking broke now and this sucks.

so, went out with ethel today to look for job, and hopefully they'll call me back with good news. im so sick of staying at home doing nth. && we did smth really bad, im feeling damn guilty now, the guilt will srsly kill me someday :( I need to go for confession asap :'( god, forgive me please.

andddddd also, im so sick of getting played all the time. I fucking hate feeling like this. honestly hope this feeling will fade soon. till then, xx.

2011-11-23T16:12:00.002+08:00

So for the past few days all i did was watch movies on funshion. this is not fun at all.

FD5 then monte carlo, then no strings attached then prom, then crazy stupid love then jennifer's body.

oh god. i need a life. BUT at least they're keeping me entertained. catching up on all the movies i've missed because of o's.

siansation. work starts tmr, im happy yet im not. I JUST NEED ENDLESS SUPPLY OF MONEY.

kkk need to stop dreaming.

im really bored la somebardi out there just save me please...................

2011-11-23T12:47:00.002+08:00

Look who's back to blog.......

it has been one year plus since i last posted, looking back, i do miss the good ol' times :")

so, o's are over!!!! I rmb the last time i blogged, i was having n's. oh goodness, im ageing FAST.

starting work tmr, for four days at expo.. hmm gna experience selling products!! hehehe i hope i'll do fine, i need the commission, i need $$$$. i want to shop.

Well, i still cant believe o's are over actually, its too fast, way too fast!! And im out of STC already, will definitely miss this place, where i've nurtured over the years :'( Good times, Bad times will miss all of them. My friends, we've come a long way together, thru thick and thin. i just hope we still keep in touch. Oh, prom was over not long ago, and im missing it real badly, it was a good night, dancing with my friends etc :')

Honestly, i dont even know who im typing to, HAHA bet nobody reads this dead blog of mine. ahhhhhh im so sad. life hasnt been good to me. been thru the ups and downs alone, and this really sucks. I just long for someone to hold, someone to be there for me throughout. But i guess, i got to be patient, till then...... let's just say, im still doing fine.

oh wait, i didnt mention that i met him, yes him. was really sad to see him again, i do miss the times i had with him :( sigh gotta move on.

2010-10-12T20:49:00.003+08:00

uh huh not exactly.

Author: Trista Moss

A place we go
to let us know
that our love is always true
and that we will never be blue.
A memory on the edge of time
A place where we are so sublime,
A distant dream on a midnights eve
somewhere far from acknowledged leaves.
A time in which we fell deeper in love
just like to turtle doves.
We sang our songs and gave our token
to remember one single moment.

2010-10-09T13:02:00.004+08:00

im finally done with n's. :}
gna find a job, and earn money.
then shop till i drop.
oh yes negotiated with dad abt rewarding me when my results are out/
hehehe im in need of cash.
sigh, but i still need to get thru o's next yr. :/

i rlly miss those times.
when you were less bitchy.
stupid idiot.

2010-09-09T21:30:00.003+08:00

WTF SOME PPL ARE JUST TAKING THINGS FOR GRANTED.
srsly, wtf wtf wtf.
what's wrong with you, she didn't even do anything wrong and there you go, dragging others along, going against her. fuck you nb.
she's my fucking friend, im not gna let this go just like tht.
I WANT YOU TO APOLOGISE TO HER. mfs.
so fucking two face, giving her advice on one hand, and the other, talking bad about her, insulting her. wha shit you.
FYI, she didn't do it on purpose, so stop gg around telling ppl she did it on PURPOSE.
Accidentally and purposely means two different thing, and im sry if you can't differentiate.
just freaking study for your o's, and leave her alone.
KARMA.

2010-09-08T20:39:00.003+08:00

new guy, i like :}
Evan, so hot. hehehehehe.
but gaspard, i still like you :> Hahaha shit im like in my own world with hot guys around :} :} teeheehee.

TWO PAPERS DONE. shit you n's. can't wait till 8 oct.

2010-09-05T22:25:00.002+08:00

:( :( :( :( :(
its always my fault. always.
im sry shit happened.

2010-08-29T23:34:00.000+08:00

I.NEED.TO.STUDY.
bye

xx

2010-08-27T22:10:00.003+08:00

Picture perfect moments.

i want us to stay the same ):

its funny how someone change so fast

we used to be so close.

I'm not jealous, i'm angry at the fact that you throw me aside once you found someone new.

sigh.

friends don't last. best friends forever? bullshit.

2010-08-26T20:12:00.003+08:00

Great, mum just told me tht she might be gg china end of year to work. what the shit srsly.
AND ITS NOT FOR ONE MONTH OR SO. SHE WILL PROBABLY GO END OF SEPT TO 2011. shit shit shit. die die die. imma suffer at home ):
wlao why sia why. i hope she don't have to go. *fingers crossed. ):
anw go stc. yog closing ceremony. hehe.

EDIT/

OMG I'M SO EXHAUSTED.

2010-08-25T20:27:00.002+08:00

I'm so proud of myself, have been gg home str8 for three days :}
and im gna keep it up hehe. I can do it. can save money too.
Efl today, was alright.
friday no school. ^^ hehehe.

anw.
Happy birthday nicole bb.
Happy birthday alissa.

2010-08-24T15:42:00.004+08:00

alright, mum's back. thank god. :}
hehe she bought me nice stuffs. love youuuuu
so, school's not too bad. block teaching all the way.
math lesson today was really fun and interesting. did math prac paper with nut.
jervin was amazed cause we didn't fight today. hahahaha.
anw my maid went back, and will come back i think near 26 sept?
hmm, i think i miss her :{ and no im not spoilt, i do house chores too ok.
sigh much, ss nlvl paper is coming, and im only done with two chapters
SS is my weakest subject. i hate that i have to love you. please let me get thru n's plzzzz.
im so bored but i don't wna study yet, i'll start studying at 6 or 7. i need a break.
yummm, i feel like eating prawn mee now. hahahaha so random

xx.

Tell me what you're really here for,
If you never really loved me
I gave my all but it still wasn't enough

2010-08-21T18:43:00.005+08:00

was looking at pictures on fb and realised that many ppl have lost weight,

they're all so freaking skinny.

I need to be like them, i need to stop eating, i need to get rid of my fats, really badly.

I want to be slim and pretty. :(

sigh.

i can do it, i must do it, i will do it, i hope.

on a lighter note, mum's gna be back tmr :}

shut the fuck up ok. im not your fucking maid.

don't force me to do things i don't like.

you're so fucking self centred

you should fucking stop shouting and scolding me.

why're you treating me this way, its not like as if i owe you a living.

shit you,

fuck you.

if i could, i'll kill you right now.

_l_ you mfb.

2010-08-20T18:18:00.003+08:00

Im so bored. someone entertain me plz :(
anw its TGIF. hehehe.
mum's coming back on sunday, like finally only, after abandoning us for more than one month!!!!
can't wait till she return. i want to change my phone. i need a new one nowwwwwwwww/ sigh
shit i need to get myself to study. two days str8 but couldn't take it. now, i've wasted three days.
Prelims were over not long ago, and n's are coming :(

Ihyfbsdalmaa, smfswbbf. Thanks a lot. hysfm.

2010-08-18T19:56:00.003+08:00

I'm alright now, i guess?
i'll just ignore wtv you say from now on.
Hmm,
school wasn't tht bad,got back our olvl chinese results.
well, at least i pass, but im gna retake. I WANT A1 HAHA.
so impossible, but i'll try. i can do it.
htht with ovidia on the way home :} finally.
then met those idiots hehehe sherylynn, anthony tedd and bryan under 213 ~

I hate the feeling of losing a really really really super close friend.
i mean who doesn't?
but the fact that you seemed as tho it doesn't bother you really piss me off.
everyone noticed the fact that we've drift apart, what about you.
disappointed. what happen to all the promises. i guess its all over now.

2010-08-15T20:32:00.002+08:00

im so angry, upset :(
_l_ my life.
stop making up stories you fool, just because you didn't see what i did, you claim i didn't do it.
oh shut up. srsly.
wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf.
I hate what im gg thru now.
its like you're being accused time and time and time again, non stop.
ah forget it, nobody would know how it really feels.
I'm told to pray to god, he'll always be thr for us, i know, i did.
but all this shit are never gna go away, it'll keep repeating.
nobody even believe me, they think im lying, IM NOT. :(
you're always fucking blaming me for everything that happens, why me?
you're so bias, so mf bias. i hate you i really do.
yeah im so selfish, come on, im the only one helping you.
fuck you. do you even understand how i feel all this while.
so what if i cry all day trying so hard to forgive and forget. not like you'll ever apologise to me for making my life so miserable.
i told myself to be strong.
whenever you accuse me, i tolerated, i didn't talk back because i know its pointless, you wouldn't believe what i say. i tell myself its okay, god believes me, and that matters.
but im feeling so terrible inside :'(

2010-08-14T20:27:00.004+08:00

My illusion, my mistake.

all you liars.

"i'll always be thr for you" bullshit.

whr were all of you when i needed someone.

someone that could listen to all my shit.

someone to comfort me and says its gna be alright.

:'(

omg i had enough. enough of all this shit.

i need a break. i wanna get out of here,

get out of this world.

Stop scolding me alright, its not my fault.

i don't owe you a living, i don't live to please you.

im trying my best to control. enough i tell you.

i've told you from the start we already had it all planned.

WHY'RE YOU SCOLDING ME, _l_

i really hate you. super bias.

MUM CAN YOU HURRY COME BACK PLZ. (you're never gna see this but wtv)

:'( i need you here now, badly.

2010-08-13T21:27:00.002+08:00

yes, you are.

Im just not good enough for you.
I miss you so freaking much.

I remember the days we spent together,

were not enough,

it used to feel like dreaming

Except we always woke up,

Never thought not having you here now

Would hurt so much

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up

I need your loving hands to come and pick me up

And every night I miss you

I can just look up

And know the stars are

Holding you, holding you, holding you

Tonight

ya for you

2010-08-13T20:54:00.004+08:00

I wish you were here with me, tonight.

I'm here to blog hehehe.
nobody uses blogger now i guess. maybe i should change to tumblr or smth else OR create twitter since everyone keep asking me to do so. hmm maybe i should.
im so bored right now.
so right, im brainwashing my mum to get me a new phone and new plan, looks like its working ;)
sigh i want her back in sg now, she's travelling to london now, from swizzzzzzz that ass. :(
when i grow up, i wna travel around too, explore the world. hehe can't wait.
now i just hope that prelims results will turn out fine.

yay i love anthony but i love my honey more :> (your dearest fav smile)

2010-06-15T03:18:00.004+08:00

ohmeegeee.
I'm meeting the idiotssssss later but im not asleep yet.
think im gna be late. hehehe as usual :>
nobody even read what i write, but its so fun typing/reading it to myself.
i think im weird.
I h8 holidays but i h8 school too.
alright, think im gna watch tv before heading to bed.

2010-05-16T19:09:00.005+08:00

Dead dead dead dead.
Nobody even reads my blog.
But, i just got to say this, I survived midyears, happy kid :>
ok yeah wtv. results next weeekkk.
i love chinese orals :) hahahaha not.
ok bye, i'll blog soon.
or maybe i'll just delete this blog. but so wasted. :/

2010-04-09T21:47:00.002+08:00

Amath was like shit today cause hasina had to leave early for nationals.
plus, i had no idea what the hell loke was talking abt.
So.... borrowed Dinah's iphone to surf the net.
& DINAH WAS BEHAVING LIKE A WEIRDO.
She was so happy because she managed to use her baby wipes after like one week?
-____-
Anyway, janelle i love you. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Low profile all, and im glad you didn't abandon me !!!!!!!

I hate you for making me hate you.
Srsly. get a life sister.
I mean what i said the other day.
Don't you ever feel embarrassed?
I mean, come on, act like a matured girl lah.
stop making me hate you, you don't even understand how i feel.
ah shit you lah.

Fuck you, screw you. I hate you.

2010-04-04T17:27:00.003+08:00

Omg im so holy. HAHAHAH not.
Holy thursday mass, good friday and easter vigil. ^^
Thought im gna fall asleep during easter vigil mass cause there's like 7 readings plus all the candidates to be baptise. BUT I DIDN'T.
Was laughing damn bad during mass, damn.
my source of entertainment was the lady infront of me, 'clubber'. L named her that.
Like wth. Omg srsly, i bet if you guys were there, you'll be laughing half as bad as me.
Then there's like ppl singing out of tune everywhere. omg im such a bad girl, laughing at god's people. But i couldn't take it. LOL.
Mum scolded me for laughing but guess what, she was laughing the next moment tooo. -__-
ok enough of this.

Felicia, if you happen to see this some day,
Suckerrrrr, this is for you -___-

Anw, Happy birthday chelsea. & happy birthday Francesca.

2010-04-02T19:55:00.002+08:00

Wha, my blog is fking dead.
So, CA results kinda suck. Ptc was like shit.
Thank god, janelle was there to listen to wtv i have to say. :/

If you don't mean what you say, then dont even say it in the first place.
suckerrrrrrrrr.

2010-02-21T21:50:00.002+08:00

CHINGAY WAS AWESOME ~~~~
Omg im gna miss lucas boy :(
Why're you so cute? HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA
I'm gna miss tiara tooo !!!!
We need to meet up soon alrightz babe ! :)
Practices with you guys was fantastic ^^
Chingay parade 2010 (L).

I miss you

2010-02-21T21:49:00.002+08:00

XX,

AMATH SUX SUX SUX SUX ):

2010-02-08T20:55:00.004+08:00

Fml. Had amath test today.
what's new. I didn't do three qn cause there's no timeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
And the other threee, i swear i had no idea what i was writing.
): ): ): ):
Why did i even take amath ! ACT SMART ONLY SIAZ ME. ):
I hate amath.
Thank god, OVIDIA said she'll be there to teach meeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
if not........... i can just go and die. Love you bb (L)
& & i can't wait for the next chingay prac. omg lucas boy, why're you so cuteeeee

I HATE YOU HATE HATE HATE HATE YOU.
Get a life. Bee-yatch.

2010-02-05T16:30:00.002+08:00

I'm at chelsea house now, that stupid loser. HAHAHAH kidding ya ~~~
Wow, the last post was on jan 15 -__-
i think nobody reads my blog. Sianz.
Amath test next monday, IMMA DIEEEEEEEEEEE.\
Horrible , terrible.
What rules all siaz.

kkkk im gna sing with chels now, TGIF YA ~~~~

2010-01-15T17:16:00.001+08:00

I'm at cold rock with Chelsea, Cassandra and Felicia now ;)
Love ittttttttt.
Finally blogging after so long, sigh. Stupid comp!
Urgh, I wanna eat waffle nowwwwwwwwwwwwww :( Hahahahahahha
I feel so fat!!!!!!!!!!
Anw, school has been fine so far, but I think I should go home straight after sch!
Damnit, I keep gg out EVERYDAY !!!!!!!

Editz/
I'm having waffle now!!! Happy kidz!!!! :)
Ok stop, I need to study and stop eatinggggggggggg !!!!!!!!!

2010-01-04T20:15:00.002+08:00

Gosh, i can't believe school started alr, i mean srsly!
The toilets are damn dirty and disgusting. I'm not gg in unless im really hell urgent. Sigh.
Fml, school sux. ):
But at least the classrooms are not so bad, there's a/c ! HAHAHAHAHAHA wtf.

Anw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANNIE ^^
Love you much.

2009-12-31T19:53:00.003+08:00

Goodbye 2009

2009 is gonna enddddddddddddddd.

I just hope that 2010 will be better.

I need to stop fooling around next yr and study hard, hehee promise :>

I've no plans today, how sad. Gonna stay home and countdown with my familyyyyy,
we're gna compete and see who have the most text. HAHAHHAHA what rubbish, but fun sia.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

I wanna go for Blg concert, but no money. mum definitely won't pay for me.

Damn. And sissy said she MIGHT consider helping me pay.

I'M PRAYING HARD THAT SHE WILL. I really really really wna go. Fingers crossed.

2009-12-31T00:46:00.002+08:00

Christmas was fun.
Love presents :)
Was rather busy the last few days, back to school to help and all. Boringz.
Fml, why're the toilets so disgusting!!!! urgh.
Im sitting next to NUT next yr, again. AWESOME.
HAHAHAHAHAHA.

2009-12-21T19:45:00.002+08:00

I'm staying over at Fel's today :)
HEEHEHEEEE, she's so retarded and smelly. SHE DOESN'T WANT TO BATHE. HAHAHHA.

Went shopping with Fel today, O and H tag along after that ^^
over to cantonment to collect our stuffssssss.
Fel collected her Blackberry, Ovidia, Vodafone, and I got back my money -___-
Hahaha wtf sia.
Gna continue shopping with fel tmr.
so yeaaaaaaaaaaa ~~ Her bed is so comfyyyy and im hungry, again.
Damnit, i need to lose weight. Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
I'll post again really really really soon. byeeee ~

2009-12-18T14:28:00.002+08:00

I'm back from obs long time ago.
One word, AWESOME :)
Love my watch, nila utama. DAYAH ROCKS ^^
So right, im over at heather's with Ovidia and Felicia now.
Gosh, im gg crazy. CLEAN FREAK SIA. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAAH

&&&& I can't post much cause apparently my comp broke down.
Stupid connection thing. Damnit.
So yea ~~~~

2009-12-06T22:18:00.004+08:00

Obs tmr till friday. Uh i don't even feel like going now.
Anw, don't miss me yea ~ byeeeeeeeeeeeeee

NUTTY WATTY BDAY ^^

2009-12-04T22:52:00.004+08:00

Nut's advanced bday celeb today ^^
Awesome doesome. AHAHAHAHHA.
Met chelsea at Cine bus stop then went to FETCH Yingjia cause it was raining -__- HAHAH
Nut, Ethel, Kim, Rebecca, Beatrice and Brenda came after that.
Had 'lunch', Weiqi and Francesca joined us.
Up to chamber to watch idk what's the title of the show.
show was kinda stupid, but like scary at some parts heeheee.
Then E, K, B, B left.
Walk aroundddddddddd, and W and F left.
Far east to eat, then went up to the rooftop, took pictures !!!!!

Editz/
Its 12.02am now.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NUT :) LOVE YOU LOTS (L)
So right, think im gg out with stupid sister tmr. Sianz. town so boring.

2009-12-03T20:50:00.002+08:00

Celebrated GAO's belated bday ytd.
One word, awesome.
Tgt with Gen, Andrea, Ethel, Eileen, Qinping, Annie, Valerie & Cheryl :)
Before that, went queensway with Gen Andrea and Val.
Met the rest at cityhallllz.
Had dinner then went vivo to watch the fireworks !!!!!
Sat at the rooftop there, decided to play some games *winks* HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA
funnnnnn.
Home with eileen after that, reached home near 12.
&& dad is definitely not happy with that. :/

Was out with Chelsea, Weiqi & Franny today.
Walk walk and walkkkkkkk.
im so tired now.
I can't decide what to wear tmr, sigh.
I've been going out almost everyday. Damnit, and im running out of casshhhhh ! ):

2009-11-30T17:56:00.000+08:00

So right, pack my table halfway cause im too tired to continue.
Will do it tmr HAHAHHAHAHA.
Im rotting at home, srsly. Can someone just come over or smth? Goshhhhhhhh
Bored ~~~ i want new clothes ~~~~~~~~~~~

2009-11-29T22:02:00.003+08:00

I miss you so.

Mum left this morning ): sucks.
Didn't send her off, hate to say goodbyeeee ):
miss her so badly nowz.
Stay home the whole day, felt like it was any other day and not sunday ! ):
Dad had to work !!!!!!!!
What a sunday manz, home with my siblings and granny + maid ~
Isn't Sunday supposed to be 'Family day'? :/ sigh.
Gna be so busy tmr, cause apparently i've decided to pack my table/room X)

Anw,
To my dearest gen bb, cheer up alright !
Don't feel so sad over ____ !
Don't cry k. Not worth it ~
Gennnnn, you know im always there for you :)
See you on wednesday?
& i love you (L)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST GAO :)

You're finally 15 huh? HAHHAHAHAHHA.
I've alr text you this morning so yeah.
love you muchz.
See you on wed wearing dress ah! LOL.

2009-11-28T22:38:00.006+08:00

Out the whole day, and im so exhausted now >_<

so right, Mum is heading for bangkok tmr to work ):

tilllllllllll next sat. Man, im gna mizz her. really.

And i promised her that when she's back, my room/table will be neat.

DAMNIT. ~ D.I.E ~

Anw, i can't wait to watch new moon......................... but i really hate rob.

He's just.... really gross. sorry fans out there. /

(L) gaspard ~ \m/

Take a look at my boyfriend ~~~ HAHAHAHAH

2009-11-26T22:15:00.004+08:00

You make a first impression

OMG FELICIA I MISS YOU SO MUCHZ.

ok this is like my first time saying this without you forcing me ! HAHAH

but i really miss you ok. Im so bored here, if only you were in town,

at least i can talk to you on the phone ! SIANZ.

Anw, OVIDIA I LOVE YOU FOR HAVING ______ SAME DAY AS ME HAHAHAH.

and you little asshole, never date me out when im dying at home,

then when im busy, you ask me go over.

NO FATE LAH. heehee ^^

I MISS ALL MY BELOVED LITTLE FRIENDS HAHHAHAHAHAHHHAHAHAHAHA

^~^

So right, Leanna cut her hair, and according to lorraine,

she looks like a china doll. actually she really look like one.

AND OVIDIA PLEASE CONTROL YRSELF. HAHAHHAA

leanne not cute ok, she's so annoying and rude now.

SHE KNOWS HOW TO TALK BACK OK DAMN HER HAHAHHA.

BUTTTTTTTTTT

She's still my younger little naughty sister for lyfe ~ HAHAHHA

Im really bored. bye.

2009-11-25T21:55:00.003+08:00

I'll love you forever, forever is over.

Hi. today was awesomez. :)

Went over to Chelsea's house !

Played L4D. shiok only ~~

Heeeheee, so excited. i wanna go over again.

Sang. HAHHAHA , actually i didn't really sing, chelsea did. cutiepie lah she.

Gna watch new moon with this idiot, hopefully.

AH CAN'T WAIT TO GO OVER TO HER HOUSE AGAIN. ^^

So right, im just gna stay at home tmr.
I REALLY NEED TO START PACKING MY TABLE/ROOM. SIANX.

Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

2009-11-23T08:40:00.002+08:00

Gna meet the idiots later. Hahaha
(Gen, valerie, andrea, weiqi).
Can't wait to go chels house on wedddddddddddddddddddddddd.
Im so bored at home, please date me out.

2009-11-20T14:12:00.001+08:00

Was on duty for both graduation day and prom night.
Tiring ! but fun ~ HAHAHHA

2009-11-17T20:32:00.003+08:00

Was out for lunch with Ovidia and Felicia :}
OVIDIA SO CUTEZ.
She bought stuffs from taiwan ! heeheee ^^
Tinkerbell all HEHEHE, LOVE YOU MUCH!
Gna go over to Fel's house tmr with W, H, O & H before heading down to sch !
:) Can't waittttttttttt.
and im gna go out with Gen, andrea, (wq valerie farz) next week ! :)
SO EXCITED. I LOVE GEN'S MUM, SO CUTE HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAAHHA
Gen, see this? ;)

2009-11-17T12:06:00.004+08:00

Kellock's event ytd wasn't that bad.
uh, Im so bored, im staying at home today. Sianz muchz.
and im so brokeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !
Anybody wants to sponser me? HAHAHHAHA

2009-11-15T00:59:00.002+08:00

amazingly, i'm still awake ^^
HAHAHHAHAHAHAH.
In fact, i went out for supper just now. damnit.
gna be sooooooooooooooooooooooooo FAT. ):

2009-11-13T22:20:00.001+08:00

Kellock for briefing today, it wasn't that bad !
HAHAHAHHAHAHA. We played games........
Fun sia.
Uh, there's dance tomorrow. sianz.

Shitz, im gna grow fat if i continue eating and eating all day.

2009-11-13T12:34:00.002+08:00

OMG I DREAMT ABOUT SMTH SO HORRIBLE.
HAHHAHAAHHAHA WTF.
Anw, i think im gna be late later (as usual)
I lazy go help out at kellock alr ;/
Sianz. AND I CAN'T CONTACT ANDREA SHIT HER.
HAHAHAHAHHAH.
Love the weather now, it looks like its gna rain again.
Perfect weather for me to sleep, but no.
I need to leave the house to meet andrea to go sch soon. sobz. (realised that there're so many TO) ok this is lame.
Sometimes i wonder if anybody reads my blog. >:~l

2009-11-12T22:16:00.005+08:00

WATCH THIS VIDEO (TILL THE END)

HAHAH WE WERE REALLY BORED ^^

As usual, was lateeee ;).

Supposed to meet Fel at 11.30, but no, met her at 12 instead HAHAH.

So, Sulas came over because apparently some idiot didn't want to go out with her last minute! IDIOT = ANDREA. Haha, kidding bb.

BAKE BAKE BAKE. FUN OK.

But like disaster only ~~~, ok not really.

The cookies were awesomeeeeeee ! :)

but then, the brownies = too thick. Sianz.

It's okay, we'll try again some other time ! ;)

Well, not what i expected.

2009-11-12T08:54:00.002+08:00

Ok so right, im gna go over to fel's later :)
BAKE BAKE BAKE ! HAAHAHHA.
>_< can't wait manz.
Uh, TMR IS FRIDAY THE 13th HAHAHAHHA
and ytd was 11/11 and i was up till 11:11pm Coolioz.
wtf. im bored.
I'll post again when im back. ^^

Should i?

2009-11-11T09:55:00.005+08:00

staying at home isn't that bad after all.
but i think im gna grow fat if i continue eating and eating...
I need to exercise !
im so bored right now na na....
Take me out !!!!! hehe ^^
should i go on a date with fel tmr? hahahahha
So right, fel and i decided to bake cookies and brownies tmr.
Awesome much. We're gonna go shopping for ingredients tgt HAHAHHAH.

I fucking hate you alot.
gosh, why am i so gullible?

2009-11-10T11:37:00.003+08:00

Date with chelsea ytd was awesome.
Caught my sister's keeper. so slow huh i know.
I love going out with her, cause we can gossipz!
We're such mean people. hahahah
I mean, the idiot really knows how to make me laugh. HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHA.
she's one of the few that i can really talk to. (chelsea, you better see this!) hehe
after the movie, sister and her friend came to meet us at far east.
Ate at graffiti cafe, then homeeeeeeeee.
I wna go shopping, but i no moneyyyyyyyyyyy.
Sianz much.
& im just gna stay at home the whole day today.
boring....

2009-11-08T13:36:00.005+08:00

I'm back from camp. Mizz me/? AHHHAHHA
Camp was awesome, worth going.
Friends = (L). Staying up at night to talk was fun, esp with celia, tessa and brenda.
Talking about pri sch days ~ AHAHA. and we slept at like 2.30 ! HAHHA awesome manz.
There were so many breaks, and we were slacking alot.
I LIKEY THE BOLLYWOOD DANCE. Fun ttm. HAHAH
And our house committee's presentation turned out fine.
Mrs de said that Franics told choo that it was nice !
Wah wonderful.
We put in alot of effort, and slept so late because we were busy discussing about it !
Hahahaahahhahaahahahahaha.
Camp = Love.

Im gna go out tmr with chelsea gomes. HAHAHHAHAHAH
like finally ~~~~~

2009-11-02T21:07:00.004+08:00

Went to school for Leadership pre camp training today.
was really boring, but at the same time fun.
Fun when we're having break, and chatting with each other. Hahahha.
boring because there's so many talks ! annoying ~
Can't believe from wed-sat, i'm gna be stuck in sch with all these presentations, forums all. :/
I hope it'll be fine, really.
I can't wait for camp to be over, then i can go work. EARN MONEY !!!!!
Heeheeeeeeeee.
Ah, there's dance practice tmr. Sianx.
Then im gna go camp shopping with gao and maybe andrea, firkha? HAHAHA.
need to get some stuffs. ~~~~~~~

I hate youuuuuuuu ):

2009-10-31T21:27:00.006+08:00

Birthday = (L)
Celebrated with Weiqi, Ovidia, Felicia, Heather, Jervin, Delcia, Jessica, Yvette, Brenda :D
ANW THANKS FOR COMING ALL OF YOU. Heeheeeeeee.
Thanks for the prezzie yaw.
They're so cuteeez ttm !!!!!!!!!!
Ate at Yuki Yaki @ marinaaaaaaa.
EAT EAT EAT, shiok only ~~~~~~
then walk around.
AND THAT BUNCH OF AWESOME PPL SANG BIRTHDAY SONG FOR ME! HAHAHAHA
they bought oreo cheesecake secretly for meeeeee ~ -__- , it was kinda obv though.
Sat at macs to eat my oreo cheesecake HAHAHHAHA, the rest ate ice-cream.
Then J, D , J, Y ,B left first.
Kimberley and beatrice came after that, well, they wanted to give me a surprise,
but then, jessica and felicia told me that they're coming. -_-
OMG LOVE THE GIFT. HAHAHAHHA so cutez.
Went arcade. I left first cause mum says she wants to go night safari with me!
BUT IN THE END, WE DIDN'T GO, cause she claim that i came home late + it was raining -_-!
Oh, janelle so cute only, hahahahah. You ass, i thought what bad thing happened ok.
ETHEL GET WELL SOON :)
Today's awesomeeeeeeeeeeee.
Thanks for the wishes!
Nathasha, Ethel, Annie, Valerie, Hasina, Jessica, Ovidia, Weiqi, Jervin, Cassandra, Felicia, Genevieve, Heather, Eileen, Melody, Rachel.L, Charlotte, Rebecca, Beatrice, Bella, Brenda + those that wish me on fb.
Yeah, and NATHASHA WAS THE FIRST CAUSE SHE CHEATED, HAHA, nah. SHE CALLED ME AT 12, crazy girl. SHE SAID SHE WANTED TO BE THE FIRST, kim also, she so kiasu until she wished me on 30 ! HAHAHAH. aw
(L)
Byeeee, HAPPY HALLOWEEEENNNNN ~~~~~~~~~~~~

Uh, shitz. Hasina just told me about the research thing. I FORGOTTEN ABOUT IT/
I lazy do ah.
2nd Nov : Preparing for leadership camp.
3rd Nov : Dance :/
4th nov - 7 nov : Leadership module 2 camp !
AND IM GNA GO WORK, if i can even find job.
Then,
7th dec - 11 dec : OBS.
busy huh. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA/
There's holiday hw, but hmm, should i do? I think i should, not. idk. see howwwwwwwww ah.

I think this is one of my longest post !!!!!!!

2009-10-30T21:45:00.007+08:00

Not excited, not happy at all.
ah, like wtf.
I hate myself.

Editz/
OMG MY BROTHER IS SO FUNNY.
HE GAVE ME THIS CARD THAT HE DECORATED FOR MY BDAY!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.
I really hate him at times for being so irritating, stubborn all, but, we're still siblings 4lyfe ~
I know you'll never read this. But wtv it is, thanks brudder from the same mudder.
Hehe. love youuuuuuu !

You damn bitch lah.
Don't think you can get away for what you've done.
You're gna feel guilty forever!!!!!!!!!!
Wannabe. Having back up now doesn't make you big.
If you continue having this fucking attitude of yours,
one day, i swear you're gna suffer and every one of us will laugh at you,
because you deserve it.
You're such a big fat liar, ftfb!

2009-10-29T20:45:00.003+08:00

Yup, and i unlocked my blog.
I feel so stupid.
Anw, Nat, cheer up alright.
You know i'll be there for you. Don't think about it anymore, don't cry. ):
As long as your conscience is clear, that's enough. We believe you !
Love you (L)

On a lighter note,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY VALERIE ! :) (L)
&
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMILY HONEY ! (L)

Dramamama.

2009-10-26T19:59:00.002+08:00

I think im gna lock my blog soon.
Cause i need to say some stuffs that nobody can see.
I know this is stupid, but i just wanna let it all out.
I doubt i'll be telling anyone about this.
I feel so fucked up, i wna say it out, but at the same time, i don't.
School was like shit, srsly.
Lunch with Nat and Sab after sch = (L)
Love you two + those that were there for me after sch.

2009-10-25T18:09:00.003+08:00

I'm so bored right now.
Anybody wanna entertain me? :/
I wanna go shopping soon, anyoneeeeeeeeeee/?
TEXT OK.
But right, i no money. Wtf. sianz.
So many people not coming sch next weeeeekkkkkkkk. Hmmm, maybe i should do the same.
urgh, i feel so fucked up now. dky.

I fucking hate yall now.
What am i to you?
Stupid fools.
You're all so fakeeeeeee.
How many face do you have huh?
Im like some freaking spare tyre,
only there to entertain you.
Fuck lah please.
Im not what you think i am.
ASSHOLES.

2009-10-24T12:38:00.002+08:00

YESTERDAY WAS AWESOME.
ETIQUETTE WAS A BLAST. HAHAHAHAHA
as in like, it was fun and all.
Yeah, that's all. byeee.
AULYDIA YOU BETTER COME TO SCH TMRRRRRRR !!!!!!!!!!!
DETENTION WITH ME!!!!!!!!
We're all in this tgtttt ~~~~~~ HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA

2009-10-22T21:49:00.002+08:00

Shitz. I think i'll look so horrible tmr. :/ YUCKS YUCKS YUCKS PLZ.
GNA WEAR DRESS. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAAAA *winks*
& BRENDA LEE IS GNA COME OVER EARLY IN THE MORNING TMR.
Around 6.30. Faints, i need to wake up damn early tmr.

Uh, i don't wanna go sch on monday.
Cleaning the canteen stalls? Crazy.
I'm scared to tell my mama.
Although she knows i was late a few times.
But cause of my results, definitely not happy with it. :/
FFFFF.

2009-10-21T18:36:00.005+08:00

Results were back today.
And yeah, totally flunk my amath, 25/70.
Urgh. Ss was like shit too.
Studied so hard for it, but i failed in the end.
Wtf.
Chinese was equally bad, i never score this low before.
Fuck.
The rest of the subjects were fine.

You don't even understand how i feel.
All you said was "Buck up, you need to work harder..., You need to have tuition now."

Why can't you just scold me,

Why do you have to talk to me so nicely,

you're only making me feel guilty, for not being able to do you proud.

And and, I wanted to tell you so badly that at least i've improved,

But you didn't even listen, all you said was don't tell me that.
Sigh, why must life be like this.

2009-10-20T11:03:00.002+08:00

Didn't buy anything ytd cause nth was nice.
Ate alot. fuck sia, i need to lose weight.
HOW HOW HOW HOW.
Anw, we walked from ion to wisma to taka to orchard central
then bus down to bugis. crazy ok.
Was out from 8 plus in the morning till 9 plus at night.
Gila siaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
AND RIGHT NOW,
Ovidia is annoying me.
She's gna go cook for herself now,
bet it'll taste awful. HAHHHHAHHAHAHA
we're like two idiots, staying at home feeling so bored :/

2009-10-18T23:26:00.005+08:00

I'm so free that i get bored easily.
When i told my dad that, he ask me go study or else pack my table.
CRAZY, STUDY WHEN EXAMS ARE OVER? -__-
plus, uh i find it dumb to pack my table, cause it'll get messy sooner or later :}
heeheeeeeee, Sux. Supposed to go out with Jervin, but..........
realised that i've to go to church.
Sianz much.
OHMAN, gna take jab tmr.
I SCARED OK, LIKE SRSLY. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAA
Gna be out with mum and siblings tmr. uh annoying.
I DON'T CARE I WANNA GO SHOPPING!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-10-17T15:38:00.003+08:00

Went to school just for extra math lesson yesterday.
breakfast with fel first at tiong, as usual we were late.
Supposed to meet at 8.15, end up 9 -.- plus lessons start at 9.30!
HAHHA. Fel pulled hasina along.
cab to school cause we were late !
The ate at eighteen chef with Nut, Ethel and Gao after their poa paper !
HAHAHAHHAHAHA.
Then gao and i took a long train ride from jurong to somerset.
Awesome sia.
met fel ovi hea at cineeeeeeeeee.
Walked over to wisma then to ion. Only can window shop ):
Bus down to vivo, decided to go bowling.
:) FUN TTM.
HAHAHAHHA.
MARTY MATI. *winks.
Hehehehehehheheh.
Love it when exams are over !!!!!!!

2009-10-15T15:55:00.004+08:00

YAY YAY.
EXAMS ARE OFFICIALLY OVER ~~~~~
Happy to the max.
Gna start looking for job now, I NEED MONEY.
Good luck to those taking poa exam tmr :)
HAHHA.
Omg, i think this year pass very fast,
like booms only. HAHA I CAN'T STOP USING THAT WORD.
DAMN.
ok wtv. i dont know what to blog about.
Oh, math paper 1 wasn't that diff.
Bio was awesome, but i don't think i'll score that well?
Nat and ethel had poa with Jh, while waiting for them to finish,
was playing/slacking/fighting w/ rebecca, that sucker.
AND OMG I DIDN'T KNOW FEL WAS IN THE CANTEEN.
heehee.
Supposed to hang out with chels and fel, but no,
i forgot to bring money out, can't go out :/
ANNOYING MUCH
ok bye.

Ps, don't cha love my bg?
HAHAHAHAHH
Gaspard (L)

2009-10-14T17:55:00.003+08:00

Amath paper sucks.
Fucking difficult ):
Left a few blank, and most of them i only did halfway!!!!!!!!!!
Midyear i only managed to get 18 out of 70, this time round, i think i'll get zero.
wtf man.
AHHHH. annoying.
Lunch at vivo with O F R.
then back to sch for bio extra class.
Math paper 1 and bio tmr.
I hope it'll be fine.
Gna go out with Chels and Fel tmr, i think?
Can't wait :)

R, cheer up. Don't emo alr lah k.
Live life to the fullest.
Yknow i'm always there if you need someone to talk to.
(L) you.

2009-10-13T14:53:00.003+08:00

Math paper 2 was like ................ shitz?
HISTORY WAS EVEN WORSE.
MY MIND WENT BLANK WHEN I WAS READING THE DAMN ESSAY QN!!!!
Never felt like this before.
Was super duper nervous.
AND JERVIN EVEN SCOLDED ME CAUSE SHE SAID I WAS TOO PARANOID!!!
Cried but actually im angry yet upset at the same time.
Because i study that subject for weeks ok. FREAK SIA. HATE MYSELF.
13 marks ok. )':
AMATH TMR. Kill me.
Its gna be ten times worse than history.
I only got like 18/70 for midyr ok. Best.
): ): ): ):
If the paper's diff, i swear im gna get a ZERO this time!!!!!!!!

Ps. Nathasha's so nice to me today!
I think smth's wrong with her? hahah
She bought me food! *winks*
gg home with her is the boomsz, she can make you laugh throughout the whole entire trip!
hahahahah. love you lah bodoh. (L)
k i need to do go revise for amath tmr!

Tell me that you love me

2009-10-12T17:32:00.009+08:00

Gaspard, you're such a hottie. HAHAHAH

Why're you so cuteeeeeeeeee!!!!!

" Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow " :)

THREE MORE DAYS, FIVE MORE PAPERS !
Chem was alright, i think.
Lit was a torture, i don't know how to do.
Super screwed. But at least its over.
Math paper 2 and history tmr.
Gosh, History is killing meeeeee :/
I seriously hope that the paper will not be so diff !
Math = hopeless. I suck at it. ):
I'm so scared. WHAT IF MY MIND JUST BLANK OUT TMR?!
Ahhhhhh, someone save me.
I don't know what am i doing now, Im supposed to be studying.
BUT........ here i am, using the comp !!!!!!!!!
Sigh, i guess i need to go study now.
bye sluts (kidding). hahahahahahahaaha.

2009-10-11T12:31:00.003+08:00

JUST FOUR MORE DAYS !!!! FOUR FOUR FOUR ~~
I need to hang in there.
OMG CAN'T WAIT FOR EXAMS TO END.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
I NEED TO STUDY LATER !!! HARDCORE !!!!!!!!!
Study hard bitches. bye.

Ps. Lorraine's being annoying now. Like srsly.

Never too late

2009-10-09T23:36:00.005+08:00

CAN'T TAKE IT, I WANT MY GW525 ASAP.

I CANNOT TAHAN ALR.

AWESOME ISN'T IT?

This is like my second time posting my lovely phone up, but i really really want it !!!!!!!
urgh, exams are gna continue next week.
I'm so not prepared.
Did alot of a/e math sums with hasina today, almost went mad. :/
History consultation with V one on one after sch sia. HAHHAHA.
VINO KEPT LAUGHING AT ME ):
Then off to chem lesson.
omg, i'm so hardworking. Hahahahahah.
Didn't study, die.
but i promise i'll hardcore study tmr.

2009-10-08T22:05:00.002+08:00

I feel so guilty..................
for wasting food, complaining about every single thing, for taking things for granted,
when there's actually ppl suffering out there.
OMG WHY AM I LIKE THIS?! ):
&&
I feeeeelll so guilty for not studying today !
SHITZ. HOW. DIE. ):

2009-10-07T11:21:00.005+08:00

SICK ): ): ):
Cough, Flu, fever -__-
Doctor says its cause of some infection.
AND IT SPREADS VERY EASILY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FML. ): I MUST/ WILL/ HAVE TO RECOVER BY THIS WEEK!
exams next week!!!!!!!!!!!
3 days MC !!!!But i think i'll be gg to sch tmr? Hopefully ~~~
See how.
SO MANY DIFFERENT TABLETS LAH.
I CAN'T FREAKING SWALLOW THEM FOR NUTZ!

2009-10-03T22:02:00.002+08:00

Out to celebrate JERVIN's bday just now :)
ate at new york new york, shiok only!
Met felicia first then to cityhall to meet the rest.
As usual, we were late. hehe. Sorry kkkk.
(Jervin, Celester, Yujun, Delcia, Olivia, Shanel, Joyee, Rachel F).
R and J left first, Ovidia came after that.
Pictures pictures, OVIDIA DELCIA OLIVIA SHANEL AND JERVIN PLEASE UPLOAD THEM ASAP !!! (L)
Walk around, took even more pictures. HAHAHAH.
Celester and yujun left first, then olivia, jervin and shanel.
Slacked at macs with Delcia, Ovidia and Felicia.
Talk talk talk, took pictures all.
then home.

Today's super duper awesome (L)

2009-10-03T09:38:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY APPLE MAO. HAHAHAH
YAY, I'M THE FIRST TO WISH YOU!
Hehe, ah mao ah, stop disturbing during lessons k.
Stop bullying me, stop laughing at __, just cause he fell.
stop laughing during exams, like ytd -.-
HAHHAHA, but it was really funny.
I LAUGH UNTIL CANNOT TAHAN, ALMOST LAUGH OUT LOUD OK.
Luckily never, if not pat confirm think that i'm cheating during exams.
YOU AND YOUR LAUGHTER AH, WLAO EH. HAHAH, SIT BEHIND ME SOMEMORE!
ASS LAH YOU. HAHAHHAHAHAHAH
kkkk anyway, Stay strong and pretty :)
I'll see you later, love you lots ! (L)

2009-10-02T19:58:00.004+08:00

Finally done with SS and English :)
Hahahahahahhah. 5 more days to go, eight more papers!
OMG CAN'T WAIT !!!!
Lunch at Vivo with Weiqi and Fel !
Ovi and heather came after that.
Almost died, W AND F kept squeezing me -__-
Felicia was behaving like some mad women, haha, laughing all. she and her stupid boat !
AND SHE CAN NEVER GET ANGRY WITH ME CAUSE SHE CMI.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA.
& H kept calling F ma !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wq like stupid/blur/annoying only. HAHHAHAHAHAHAAHHA
OMG WHY ARE ALL MY FRIENDS LIKE THAT.
Heeehee, kidding k.
pictures pictures.
Felt like as if exams were over.
but sadly, no. -.-
Gna celebrate Jervin's bday tmr :D
hahahahaha, NYNY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

P.s new specs on the loose ~ HAHAHHAHA wtf. Did it like ytd? heehee ^^

2009-09-30T18:40:00.004+08:00

Chem after sch on tuesday was pretty good.
Qm taught bella and i, and we freaking understand now.
SS TMR
FML
OMG
I'M SCARED. :(
AHHH, I CAN'T WAIT FOR SA2 TO BE OVER!
Last paper is BIO. omg can't wait. throw my papers in the air HA bella , dania winks. ;)
TOO STRESS. OMG. GG CRAZY. CAN'T TAKE IT. DYING ~~~
I hope ss paper tmr will be alright,
i hope that seq will have chp 5, pls.
i hope that i won't forget everything tmr.
I hopeee...............

EDITZ
OMGOSH SS IS KILLING ME.
I CANNOT TAHAN ALR LAH.
URGH. FML.
FREAKKKKKKKKKk
Everyone's freaking out now like literally sia. ):
I SCARED I FORGET EVERYTHING LIKE WTF.
AND IF I DO I SWEAR I'LL JUST CRY MY LUNGS OUT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
): ): ): ):

2009-09-28T18:23:00.006+08:00

I'm so proud of myself. Heehee
Finally understand SS a little.
BUT IT'S OKAY, IM GNA STUDY TILL I GET IT RIGHT.
Freak, SS paper is in three days time! :(
moxie tmr, again ! SUCKS.
History test tmr :/ IM GNA STUDY LATER!
Shitz, i've been sleeping really late these few days. Like arnd 12, 1 plus?
I NEED TO GET SUFFICIENT REST, so that i can concentrate in class.
Went home w/ O today XD. Talk, gossip, talk. Like as if we haven't been talking since forever.
Hahaha. Love her (L)
heehee, i love every one of you tooooooo ^^
On a random note, WQM's gna teach me chem after sch tmr. LOL. HAHAHHA. wtv ok, im gna score weelllll heee and on wed, gna stay back to clear my doubts about a/e math OMG.
IM SO HARDWORKING. CAN'T BELIEVE IT. HAHAHAH WTF.

editz.
Studying halfway, but decided to take a break.
THERE'S SO MUCH TO STUDY.
I FUCKING HATE MYSELF FOR ALWAYS DOING THINGS LAST MINUTE.
FML.
URGH. I WANNA SCREAM MY LUNGS OUT NOW. BADLY.
If only you were by my side.
)': )': )': )':

'The climb' is making me feel better.

"The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I'm not breaking"

"There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side"

Yup, Nth's gna bring me down.
I'm gna work hard and stop complaining.
I only have myself to blame :/
This is probably one of my longest post?

P.s my specs gg haywire.
haha, need to get a new one.
Hmmmmm.

Have you ever thought
Just maybe
You belong with me? ):

2009-09-27T17:44:00.005+08:00

Granny fell in the morning ):
Fuck, i hope she's fine.
God bless.
Church today was like ):
Today's the last day. Shitz man. ):
I'm so fucked up right now.
:/
I need to get my ass on the chair and start studying.
but i can't do itttt. HOW. Freak.

I want a new phone, GW525.
Should i? Or other type?
Mum says i can change it soon :) heeheee ^^
damn, mum and dad bought new phone ytd lah.
ASS.

I WANT THIS........

or should i get Lg coookiiieeeeeeeeee?

2009-09-26T13:05:00.004+08:00

Having really bad cramps now, like wtf second day ok.
I can't study cause my cramps are disturbing me!!!!!!!!!!!!
PAIN TTM.
): ): ): ):
AH, sa2 starts next weekkkkkkk.
DIE. HOW NOWWW!

Leonard's bday today.
HAHAHAHA.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANNOYING BROTHER!
please study hard and stop playing
You're super irritating, but wtv it is you're still my brother.

2009-09-25T20:32:00.002+08:00

Chinese today was pretty interesting huh.
LL's so nice !!!! HAHAHHA.
Tingxie/moxie was fine, LL gave us hints for moxie. :)
Lunch w/ W, E, R at bbp.
Then to E's, walked home after that.

2009-09-24T19:02:00.006+08:00

"Anger and depression can be overcome by love and hope"

I believe that GOD will be there to show me the path.

OMG WHAT AM I DOING HERE. SHITZ.
I NEED TO STUDY, LIKE DAMN BADLY.
SS PAPER NEXT THURS, WTF SIA.
Chinese test today sucks.
Juliana still can pass me paper ask me how to do, score man.
She keeps communicating with me, DISTURB ME ONLY.
And just cause she wrote longer than me, she happy ! CRAZY.
-___- I'm really gna fail.
SS lesson after sch, like i don't even understand one single thing.

HOW NOW.
!!!!! ):

Hi, you, yes, you.

You knew pretty well that _ likes _.

SO I DON'T GET WHY YOU'RE MESSING WITH ____!

Hello sister, this is not how you should be treating your good friend.

Come on, she told you her secrets because she trust you,

and like wtf did you do?

YOU FREAKING HELL BETRAY HER.

Omg what a friend srsly.

__ tried so hard to forgive you, but you make it impossible!

You knew very well that what you're doing now, really hurts __ alot!

BUT YOU DON'T EVEN GIVE A DAMN.

OMG OMG.

If i were ___, i swear i'll bitch slap you !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So Count yourself lucky to have a friend like ___,

she keeps telling us that she won't bother about you.

She doesn't even want to fight with you.

You've changed, ALOT.

you weren't like this last time, WHAT HAPPENED?

You're such a bitch NOW.
I can't stand it, you're hurting my friend,

and i swear i'll not let this matter go just like that.

I HOPE YOU READ THIS POST CAUSE ITS MEANT FOR YOU.

(I'm sorry if this is too harsh)

2009-09-23T20:20:00.003+08:00

Studied with weiqi, eileen and Qinping :)
Quite productive eh.
But SS is still killing me, like wtf only.
I don't even understand!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Urgh, gna study again later.
there's chinese baozhang test tmr, sux. THINK I'M GNA FAIL :(
and tingxie on fri LIKE WTH. -___-
and i doubt i'll be using the comp so often now.
So, don't miss me during this period. heeheee
wtv bye bitches.

2009-09-21T14:27:00.005+08:00

I'm currently at this bitch house !!!!!!!!!!!

She's trying so hard to study but CMI lah.

She's like talking to herself? WEIRDOz

I studied just now, but gave up halfway cause SS sux.

Oh and she wants me to tell all of you that today bubbletea sux, very diluted. -___-

SIAOCHARBO lah that girl.

I'm dying here, i freaking hate exams

Like wtf only.

kkkk, we're gg gym soon.

i'll post more when i'm home. :)

xxxx

editz/

Suddenly, i feel so tired.

So exhausted. Idkwhy.

Life sucks. I really hate ss to the f man.

& I'm gna try and lose some weight,

I MEAN IT.

hmmmmmmmmmm, there's extra ss lesson after sch.

And i think there's chinese oral tmr? SUCKS

FML.
I seriously can't wait for SA to be over!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I just don't understand, why must there be exams!!!!

damnit.

Think i'm gna study again laterrrrrrrr

2009-09-20T19:19:00.004+08:00

Church today was alright, sharing sessions all.
7 deadly sins, i'll rmb all of them!!!!!!
Next week will be the last lesson for the year.
Sucks, rightttt?!??! :(
I'm so sad lah, FULL OF REGRETS, gen and andrea yknow rightttt??!?!?! :( Sobz.
Went over to cousin's house cause its my nephew one month! :O
Holy shitz, i feel so old, heeeheee, but my bday not here yet.
I'm still young!!!! hahaha, wtf i'm talking rubbish.
anyway, EMILY'S so niceeeeeeeeeeeee.
HAHAHHAHHA, she's teaching me how to lose weightt!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IDC, i'm gna be skinny. HAHAHA.

kk i think i'll stop here, i need to go study soon :/

2009-09-18T21:29:00.003+08:00

OMG SCHOOL REALLY SUCKS DAMN BADLY.
I'm so tired nowadays and idk why.
was late for school :) hehe.
Emath and amath early in the morning almost killed me!
Slept during chinese, shiok only.
Damn, i hope the class pics, and dance pics will turn out fine.
I LOOK HORRIBLE OK.
Over to chels house after sch ^^
I'm so happy cause i'm the FIRST to go her house ever since she moved.
hahahahhaa. hmm, our plan kinda fail, cause we ended up playing L4D.
heeeheee ^^
Her mum is super funny LOLz.
We're gna study tgt some day next week,
and i'm gna study with Wq on wed.

Gosh, i'm supposed to be studying now!
but here i am, using the comp.
Shitz man, 13 more days to SS exam.
FML.
I think i'm gna stay home and study tmr, hardcore man.
k i'm so tired now, i wanna sleep although its only 9.38 now.

2009-09-17T18:55:00.002+08:00

Why're you so cuteeeee? ):
I'm so upset.
I'm so angry at myself for ______.
URGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

2009-09-16T18:49:00.004+08:00

Swing swing

I tried my best not to fall asleep during lit, but oh well, couldn't take it.
Then english was kinda slack cause all we did for two whole period was trying to memorise our speech.
Oral after sch was so screwed.
Although it was Ms shivani, i felt so weird!
My conversation was like super super terribleeeeee.
Fuckkkk. how now.
sigh.
Sch sux sux sux, that's all i can say.
Hopefully, tmr will be a better day, but i doubt so.

I think you're so selfish.

2009-09-15T19:53:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRENDA MORONIC FONG :)

heeheeee ^^

Although you always bully me and all,

i still love you lah.

Seeeeee, i'm so nice k.

Your big day's gna end soon, so make use of the time left.

HAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH.

Sorry, i can't give you your present today.

I promise i'll give it to you really soon :D

If i forget, bug me for it kkkkk.

I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU !!!!!!!! (L)

Out again soon kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk !!!!!!!!!!

YYYYYYYY

Today's lessons was damn dry and long.
Like wth.
Dance was super tiring but fun. :)
I need to freaking memorise my Eng speech !
ORAL TMR. omg howwwwwwwwww!!!!!!!!!!!
And on friday, there's some chinese baozhang test thing. Wtf only.
Life sucks ttm.
byeeeee, off to study....................... :(

2009-09-14T20:24:00.004+08:00

You're the sugar in my high

Sch sux today srsly.
BAD DAY.

Freaking amath is killing meeeeeeeeee.

I can't catch up, srsly !!!!!!

Almost died during lesson.

FML.

I need to study EXTRA hard.
Ikea with Ovidia and Rebecca.
Ate then to AP, walk walk and walk.
R was being annoying, she put flowers in my bag, like wth.
The two of them kept laughing, GILA LA.
Ovidia, i think you read tooo much of OFF CENTRE HAHAHHAHAHAHHA
wtfffffffffffff.
k i need to go study soon.
I need to do wellll for SA2 !!!!!!!!!!!!!

So byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2009-09-13T13:52:00.003+08:00

Take me there, will you?

Heeheee ^^ i'm super high now,
and i don't know why.
HAHHAHHAHAHHAH.
Life is like that, one moment i'm so upset, getting so paranoid over stupid stuffs,
and the next moment, you see me talking rubbish, disturbing you and all.
Like wtf only.
HAHAHHA.
Fb is being so annoying now, hahaah. and so is felicia!
She keep making me do stupid stufffff all.

& i'm annoying ovidia now. HAHAH,

with all the lame stufffss :)
k enough, i'll post again later, i guess.

byeeee fellow bitches.

editz/

Gna go for mass later!
AND I CAN'T WAIT FOR NEXT SUNDAY SRSLY.

Gosh. HAHAAHA.

Sch tmr, suxxxx.

hate itttttttttt :(

2009-09-12T14:12:00.006+08:00

Believe the tunnel can end

Believe your body can mend

Yeah, I know you can make it through'

Cause I believe in you

So let's go put up a fight
Let's go make everything all right

Go on take a shot
Go give it all you got

Gosh, i can't stop listening to Blg songs.

HAHHAHAHAHAHHA.

On a random note, i think i'm fat.

as in srsly, i eat and eat and eat.

I need to lose 5kg !!!!!
HAHAH, which is impossible lah.
Someone tell me how to lose 5kggggggg!!?!?!??!?!!?!

I WANT TO BE THIS SLIM AGAIN. ):

2009-09-11T18:40:00.004+08:00

My life in the rearview

I'm runnin' from Jesus

Don't know where I'm going to

I got nothin' to lose

I'm fightin' my demons

Been lookin' for someone like you

I've been lookin' for someone like you

Blg rox.
Right JESSICA SIOW? ;)

I'm really sorry for what happened.

Don't be upset.

With deepest sympathy,

2009-09-10T16:00:00.002+08:00

You came into my life and I thought
"Hey, you know, this could be something"
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

So maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one

2009-09-09T21:04:00.005+08:00

Miles away ~

What's wrong with you,

Srsly.

Studied. And i'm fucking tired now.
Gna stay home tmr and study all the way!

Sigh, when can i get my jacket/pullover?
I've been waiting ever since forever.
I told mum about it, she ask me waitttttttttttttt !!!!!!!!
She say i could buy it but she didn't even give me money!!!!!
I'm not gna use my own money so i'll wait till she give me.
Went looking around ytd with her but all wasn't that nice.
Topshop one is still the best.
Should i get jacket or pullover? Hmmmmmmmmm.

Edit [10.44]
Stupid lucky bitch. HAHAHAHAHHA.
andrea sux, cause she can get what she wants.
If only, ............ i have ............... heeheeee ^^
OMG HATE YOU. HAHAHAHHAH.
yknow i'm kidding right, can't wait to hear more stories !
I WANT ______.
ANDREA YKNOW WHO ANOT. HAHHAHAHHAHHAHAH
k wtv.
bye bitches.

2009-09-08T16:26:00.002+08:00

Went over to rh's house for gym and sauna. HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA
Heeheeee ^^
wanted to swim but then again didn't wanted to.
Webcam with D and PL, HAHAHAHHAH. like idiots like that.
Then with W, that bitch is so annoying. kidding lah k.

Sigh, sch tmr. life sux.

2009-09-07T19:14:00.008+08:00

I STUDIED WITH LORRAINE ytd.
Lovely us isn't it. She went for evening mass, & i went to meet mum after that.
Over to Cousin's place to see my nephew. SUPER CUTEZ.
I'll post pics like soon.

Watched Bandslam with Ethel & brenda just now.
The show wasn't that nice after all, okay okay only.
Then studied at NLB, quite productive.
Felicia came to meet us.
Left for lunch/dinner, YY. Then homeeeeeeeeeee :)

There's math extra lesson on wed, then gna study with B ^^
E's gna meet us after that i think?
Might be going over to O's to study with W & F on thurs. :)
hmmmmmmmmmmm. Busy week.