im so angry, upset :(
_l_ my life.
stop making up stories you fool, just because you didn't see what i did, you claim i didn't do it.
oh shut up. srsly.
wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf.
I hate what im gg thru now.
its like you're being accused time and time and time again, non stop.
ah forget it, nobody would know how it really feels.
I'm told to pray to god, he'll always be thr for us, i know, i did.
but all this shit are never gna go away, it'll keep repeating.
nobody even believe me, they think im lying, IM NOT. :(
you're always fucking blaming me for everything that happens, why me?
you're so bias, so mf bias. i hate you i really do.
yeah im so selfish, come on, im the only one helping you.
fuck you. do you even understand how i feel all this while.
so what if i cry all day trying so hard to forgive and forget. not like you'll ever apologise to me for making my life so miserable.
i told myself to be strong.
whenever you accuse me, i tolerated, i didn't talk back because i know its pointless, you wouldn't believe what i say. i tell myself its okay, god believes me, and that matters.
but im feeling so terrible inside :'(