cruellynette

Have been going out recently, and im spending too much. freaking broke now and this sucks.

so, went out with ethel today to look for job, and hopefully they'll call me back with good news. im so sick of staying at home doing nth. && we did smth really bad, im feeling damn guilty now, the guilt will srsly kill me someday :( I need to go for confession asap :'( god, forgive me please.

andddddd also, im so sick of getting played all the time. I fucking hate feeling like this. honestly hope this feeling will fade soon. till then, xx.