18th

I can't believe i'm turning 18 tomorrow. Honestly, it feels the same. What am i supposed to feel then. I miss those days where i'd plan what to do on my bday but now, i can't be bothered at all. Or am i just................... omg i dont even k n o w. well, i celebrated my bday with them last saturday. simple dinner plus movie. Moving on, Ahhh school has been fine lately, i guess i'm slowly(trying) fitting in? though i'm still secretly wishing i'm in the same sch as my girls. I miss them so much but sometimes i think they don't really care. It's like everyone's just too busy with their own life. :"( i sound so fucking needy, i know. i really need them so much. you've no idea. they're friends i'd never wanna lose <3 don't even know whether they feel the same. nobody bothers to read this blog but i'm still posting because this is how i feel and since nobody's here for me to rant, this shall be my personal space to rant then xx