Trust

I was too naive. I thought that dinner changed everything but I guess not. You only came because you need to, not because you sincerely wanna be there. I don't need you. You don't even trust me, and you're asking me why I don't trust this fam? Really? And why do you even compare us? Aren't we all different from what you said? I don't even know how to communicate with you anymore. Why can't you just understand all that I'm feeling now. I hate this. Looked thru my contact lists to find someone to talk to, but I guess no one can be trusted either. I have no idea why am I still alive in this fucked up world. Why do I even bother to try and please everyone around me.