Choices

nobody actually reads this but i just had a random thought and felt like writing it down.
so anw, i was just thinking about how different life would be if i actually made it into the course i wanted - molecular biotech - i'd probably enjoy going to nyp everyday, being all interested in the modules i have to take and actually getting pretty decent grades. BUT then again, what if the course that i thought i liked ends up becoming my worst nightmare? how i'll look back and say 'should've taken up business or something else'. Until i try, i'll never know.

And after 3 years or rather 4 years now since i took a gap year, i am still as lost as i'll ever be in accounting but i just never rly rly rly hated it i mean i disliked finance modules but a part of me still wants to work for the big four one day......some day ...... i might fall in love with it or just carry on with the usual rants about how accounting is too much for me to handle esp during month/year end.

Yes, i havent gave up the thought of becoming part of the forensic team, but i guess i have to be realistic. Being real to who i am and where i can be in the future. Maybe one day, when the opportunity arises, i can switch career or something hahah what a random post.

There are just too many what if(s) in my head but i guess i need to focus on the present. *still hoping to hear some good news from SIT*

&& i came across this quote the other day,
"everyone should become rich and famous and do everything they ever dreamed of so they can see that its not the answer" it just got me thinking even more. But i'll save this for the next post because it's time to knock offffff from work.